An old chapter in my life has ended and a new one has began...
Posted: Sun Jul 14, 2013 7:54 am
Life is an unwritten book, but only more so. Along with it, there are several "chapters" that define each period in a life (and for older people, that extends to many as well). Defining chapters, however, is not something that can easily be done. Most of the time, there's not a definitive point in a person's life where there's a clear beginning or ending to a part of their life. The dynamic of life doesn't allow that; usually a beginning or ending of a person's life is blurred and can't be pinpointed without some effort. As a matter of fact, real life doesn't have one chapter going on but many at the same time as there are many issues that can't properly be described in a linear format. In order to gain the full detail of life, going back and forward is the only way to begin to truly grasp how a person has truly lived. For me, I had just seen an old chapter of my life finally close and a new one that has opened up for me, but this has been a gradual one rather than one of an instant change.
Recently, I have decided it was time for me to move on from modern video game forums. Some real life issues I cannot reveal was the final trigger in this, but I have bigger reasons for why I've left them. These reasons are why me leaving video game forums is a full departure rather than a temporary mandatory absence or even just a break.
Prior to this, I was active in the character speculation scene for SSB 3DS and Wii U. I was known as someone who took it very seriously and attempted to analyze every character with a fair judgment. Heck, I was known as a speculator icon and I went against many conventional statements made by the community such as that Capcom hated Mega Man and therefore would not allow Mega Man in.
Mega Man was my very most wanted character for SSB 3DS and Wii U. Ever since I started to want characters for the game, Mega Man always was among my most wanted. He was my all-time favorite video game character and the thoughts of him being playable raced through my mind day in and day out. There was no other individual character I would buy a game for (even though that's not to say I wouldn't buy the game if Mega Man didn't get in); only Mega Man would be able to sell me Smash solely through his appearance. In the last few months before his confirmation, I had a lot of doubt in regards to him making an appearance. Despite his iconic status and being the most wanted newcomer for this game, he ran into issues with Capcom's greediness, the possibility that Capcom and Sakurai would not contact each other and his third-party status. I stressed out so much in regards to him that said doubt consumed my mind. No matter how much I wanted to deny it, I couldn't. I was considering giving up after a certain point, but yet I also couldn't do that either. My support for Mega Man extended beyond likelihood. I may not have considered him likely for SSB 3DS and Wii U, but nonetheless I continued to support him. The passion only further built in my heart and I did everything in my power to support Mega Man's inclusion, regardless of whatever doubt I had. Despite this, I almost never watched Nintendo's E3 direct.
Until June 10th of course. ChronoBound, a veterans speculator from the pre-Melee times (one of the last remaining) and a close friend of mine, contacted me asking me to do him a favor. Normally, I would have lied and said "no" since I really did not want to be crushed by a Pac-Man appearance at E3, but considering how close we were and that he has helped with some serious issues I'm dealing with (which I cannot reveal), I decided nonetheless to do him a favor; watch the Nintendo Direct and reveal to him whoever was confirmed at the Nintendo Direct.
The next morning at 8 AM, I got up, got dressed, ate breakfast, took a shower and then decided to hang out with my friends at Smashboards at Skype. It was a lot of fun, talking about Smash and other things, especially the Nintendo Direct. And then the Nintendo Direct began.
I first noticed how much the game has changed. The art style was more true to the characters, the game looked considerably better than Brawl and the combat was also more fluid. Then a newcomer was revealed in the form of the Villager from Animal Crossing. I was shocked to see the Villager in the game given that he had been previously rejected by Sakurai himself. Nevertheless, I was pleased to finally see him join the fray simply because Animal Crossing deserved a playable character. The trailer then ended with it saying it was coming in 2014. This was surprising. Why just the Villager? What happened to the likes of Ridley, Palutena or Little Mac? How come none of the obvious Nintendo newcomers were in there? It baffled me, but it lasted only a few seconds...
...until a "New Challenger Approaching!" signal emerged. There was a shadowy figure that made me wonder who that character was. That said character had messy hair as well. Was it Lloyd Irving from the Tales series? It was a possible guess from me, but then a much closer look-up unveiled something that I wanted to see most of it and that was MEGA MAN!
When he was shown, I flipped out. I couldn't control myself from screaming in pure joy as I saw Mega Man integrate so perfectly into the game. It was like a dream come true. Not only was my all-time favorite video game character in, he also was a definitive main for me. It was like he was included not only for the fans, but built in a way that almost any fan could appreciate it. To this day, I will never forget my reaction to when Mega Man was confirmed and it remains an important day in my life; for it began to close an important chapter in my life.
For a month, I tried my best to fully integrate into the new Smash 3DS and Wii U hype that was going on. I made an essay explaining why the 3DS would not hold back the roster as much as people were fearing, I switched my support to Roy, Ridley, King K. Rool, Lucario and Ike and even holding a Rate Their Chance. Effectively, I wanted to be a ChronoBound 2.0. Eventually, however, I realized that I simply did not have time to continue posting on the site and had to eventually leave and for good.
The first thing is that this coming late August, I will be starting a series of very difficult college classes for me that will only become harder with each semester. It will have Calculus, College Physics, General Chemistry, Spanish and other courses. College Physics is algebra-based, but still difficult because I struggle with conceptual math in general and as such, need to dedicate the most amount of time possible to it. Then I need to keep a very high GPA in order to transfer into a good university and I need a lot of scholarships in order to be able to afford college since my family cannot afford it. Finally, I have ADHD and I have to focus on one thing at a time in order to get it done right. When I try to focus on multiple things, it just doesn't work out. Not being on a modern video game forum makes it much easier to focus on things that are actually important and as such, should help me out tremendously.
Another thing is that is that after Super Smash Bros. 3DS and Wii U, I am done with following video games. Sure I might pick up a new Mega Man game if one is good and it comes out soon enough after a new Smash Bros. game, but at the moment, only that and Bayonetta 2 are definitely in my radar to get. I simply don't have the same interest in modern video games that I did back when I was a child or even a teenager. I also dislike the path that video games are going. Slowly but surely video games will go into a downloadable-only format. While I do understand the benefits of downloadable-only games, I don't agree with giving up physical formats entirely. I like being able to keep my games for as long as I want and being able to sell them if I don't want them anymore. I also worry about what happens to a game if they get taken off. Does that mean we can never see them anymore or play them? I don't like that concept of that and would like to find a way to keep them all in. Modern video game practices such as on-disc DLC are also turning me off from the gaming industry. My interest in video games will be restricted to older platforms, in which there is more than enough to keep me entertained for the rest of my life. I also plan on focusing on my other hobbies, such as manga, anime and musics where my primary interest in hobbies lies.
Recently, I have decided it was time for me to move on from modern video game forums. Some real life issues I cannot reveal was the final trigger in this, but I have bigger reasons for why I've left them. These reasons are why me leaving video game forums is a full departure rather than a temporary mandatory absence or even just a break.
Prior to this, I was active in the character speculation scene for SSB 3DS and Wii U. I was known as someone who took it very seriously and attempted to analyze every character with a fair judgment. Heck, I was known as a speculator icon and I went against many conventional statements made by the community such as that Capcom hated Mega Man and therefore would not allow Mega Man in.
Mega Man was my very most wanted character for SSB 3DS and Wii U. Ever since I started to want characters for the game, Mega Man always was among my most wanted. He was my all-time favorite video game character and the thoughts of him being playable raced through my mind day in and day out. There was no other individual character I would buy a game for (even though that's not to say I wouldn't buy the game if Mega Man didn't get in); only Mega Man would be able to sell me Smash solely through his appearance. In the last few months before his confirmation, I had a lot of doubt in regards to him making an appearance. Despite his iconic status and being the most wanted newcomer for this game, he ran into issues with Capcom's greediness, the possibility that Capcom and Sakurai would not contact each other and his third-party status. I stressed out so much in regards to him that said doubt consumed my mind. No matter how much I wanted to deny it, I couldn't. I was considering giving up after a certain point, but yet I also couldn't do that either. My support for Mega Man extended beyond likelihood. I may not have considered him likely for SSB 3DS and Wii U, but nonetheless I continued to support him. The passion only further built in my heart and I did everything in my power to support Mega Man's inclusion, regardless of whatever doubt I had. Despite this, I almost never watched Nintendo's E3 direct.
Until June 10th of course. ChronoBound, a veterans speculator from the pre-Melee times (one of the last remaining) and a close friend of mine, contacted me asking me to do him a favor. Normally, I would have lied and said "no" since I really did not want to be crushed by a Pac-Man appearance at E3, but considering how close we were and that he has helped with some serious issues I'm dealing with (which I cannot reveal), I decided nonetheless to do him a favor; watch the Nintendo Direct and reveal to him whoever was confirmed at the Nintendo Direct.
The next morning at 8 AM, I got up, got dressed, ate breakfast, took a shower and then decided to hang out with my friends at Smashboards at Skype. It was a lot of fun, talking about Smash and other things, especially the Nintendo Direct. And then the Nintendo Direct began.
I first noticed how much the game has changed. The art style was more true to the characters, the game looked considerably better than Brawl and the combat was also more fluid. Then a newcomer was revealed in the form of the Villager from Animal Crossing. I was shocked to see the Villager in the game given that he had been previously rejected by Sakurai himself. Nevertheless, I was pleased to finally see him join the fray simply because Animal Crossing deserved a playable character. The trailer then ended with it saying it was coming in 2014. This was surprising. Why just the Villager? What happened to the likes of Ridley, Palutena or Little Mac? How come none of the obvious Nintendo newcomers were in there? It baffled me, but it lasted only a few seconds...
...until a "New Challenger Approaching!" signal emerged. There was a shadowy figure that made me wonder who that character was. That said character had messy hair as well. Was it Lloyd Irving from the Tales series? It was a possible guess from me, but then a much closer look-up unveiled something that I wanted to see most of it and that was MEGA MAN!
When he was shown, I flipped out. I couldn't control myself from screaming in pure joy as I saw Mega Man integrate so perfectly into the game. It was like a dream come true. Not only was my all-time favorite video game character in, he also was a definitive main for me. It was like he was included not only for the fans, but built in a way that almost any fan could appreciate it. To this day, I will never forget my reaction to when Mega Man was confirmed and it remains an important day in my life; for it began to close an important chapter in my life.
For a month, I tried my best to fully integrate into the new Smash 3DS and Wii U hype that was going on. I made an essay explaining why the 3DS would not hold back the roster as much as people were fearing, I switched my support to Roy, Ridley, King K. Rool, Lucario and Ike and even holding a Rate Their Chance. Effectively, I wanted to be a ChronoBound 2.0. Eventually, however, I realized that I simply did not have time to continue posting on the site and had to eventually leave and for good.
The first thing is that this coming late August, I will be starting a series of very difficult college classes for me that will only become harder with each semester. It will have Calculus, College Physics, General Chemistry, Spanish and other courses. College Physics is algebra-based, but still difficult because I struggle with conceptual math in general and as such, need to dedicate the most amount of time possible to it. Then I need to keep a very high GPA in order to transfer into a good university and I need a lot of scholarships in order to be able to afford college since my family cannot afford it. Finally, I have ADHD and I have to focus on one thing at a time in order to get it done right. When I try to focus on multiple things, it just doesn't work out. Not being on a modern video game forum makes it much easier to focus on things that are actually important and as such, should help me out tremendously.
Another thing is that is that after Super Smash Bros. 3DS and Wii U, I am done with following video games. Sure I might pick up a new Mega Man game if one is good and it comes out soon enough after a new Smash Bros. game, but at the moment, only that and Bayonetta 2 are definitely in my radar to get. I simply don't have the same interest in modern video games that I did back when I was a child or even a teenager. I also dislike the path that video games are going. Slowly but surely video games will go into a downloadable-only format. While I do understand the benefits of downloadable-only games, I don't agree with giving up physical formats entirely. I like being able to keep my games for as long as I want and being able to sell them if I don't want them anymore. I also worry about what happens to a game if they get taken off. Does that mean we can never see them anymore or play them? I don't like that concept of that and would like to find a way to keep them all in. Modern video game practices such as on-disc DLC are also turning me off from the gaming industry. My interest in video games will be restricted to older platforms, in which there is more than enough to keep me entertained for the rest of my life. I also plan on focusing on my other hobbies, such as manga, anime and musics where my primary interest in hobbies lies.