"Unregistered" wrote:and i tried to apologise, i even risked my last chance to show everyone hos sorry i am, and what do you do? you delete the one thread that could have brought back some members.
Why deliberately violate your final warning to do so? You could have used a PM. Or did you want to see how far you could push us again? Maybe make us look mean in front of everyone by not accepting your apology?
now for a test for the mods:
1. did banning me make you feel any better?
A little bit. It was a relief to be rid of you. Your reaction made me feel worse though.
2. Did you realise your mistake in hiding my thread in which i openly apologised to everyone?
All of your apologies have been followed by abuse and I no longer think any of them have been sincere. I think you use whatever means you can to manipulate people. When acting apologetic doesn't work, you try using guilt to make people feel bad.
That might work on your parents, but it won't work on people who have no obligation to have anything to do with you. You need to change your behaviour before you grow old and get set in your ways, or you will end up being despised by everyone. All the good people you meet will want nothing to do with you, and you will have a very miserable life. Think about this, because your life is happening right now.
3. do you realise that you've lost a member who was just about to forgive you and start acting appropriately?
That's what you said the first time we banned you. I'm not interested in your forgiveness, and I'm not interested in what you claim you're about to do.
4. do you realise that i miss you all very much?
I doubt it. Why do you even come here? You've made enemies of everyone and driven half our friends away.
5. do you realise that if you give me back my membership, i will be 1000000% more careful with the forum?
Why should we believe you? When have you ever kept your word here?
You've been given more chances than we've ever given anyone. Instead of behaving properly, you choose to walk all over us.
my point is, i know you dont trust me and probably never will trust me, but if i ever get my membership back, you can ban me the minute i even post something in a thread on the second page.
That's already happened. Weren't you paying attention?
In the past day or so, I have completely gotten rid of my bad temper and everything else bad.
if you ever let me come back, i promise all of you that i will never do another bad thing again.
*no fingers crossed* its a completely honest and valid promise which i will not break.
If you're telling the truth, then this new changed attitude should do you well in the next forum you join. But it's too late here. You're not welcome here and you've personally caused me a lot of grief. I feel like quitting as a moderator and leaving this site because of you.
At the moment, you are still able to read posts here. If we ban your IP address, you won't even be able to do that. Be thankful we haven't.
I wish you good fortune in your life, but please don't post here again. Use PMs if you have anything further to communicate.