The Tezuka World Role Play

[Astro Boy2866]

(Any game can be played on the ball, right?)

As Hoshie was describing the game ball and what it does I said,

"Wow, that's really cool!"

She handed it over to me and then went to take a shower.

"What game should I play?" I thought to myself.

I activated the ball and chose the game battleship.

[Astronomical girl]

-Hoshie-
I went into bathroom with my satin baby blue pajamas and turned on the water and listened to Astro playing a game of battleship, i should have warned that that ball is a pro at battleship but i was glad to have him play it,while i shower.As i bathed i listened to his happy,fun and care-free voice echoing which was similar to Tobias' happy voice.I still mourn over his death,every year,Mr.T.O would generously send a bouchet of flowers to his grave and have it cleaned and polished. When ever i saw children with or without their parents,it made me miss my old like,I kept a lock of Tenma's hair in my locket to remember nights of our love making and our life, it brought me hope and courage to carry on with the life i currently live.I wanted a child when ever i saw children and pregnant women, It made me remember my memories of pregnancy, the waiting,the anxiety,the pain,the tears,the fears and joys. I stopped the water and stepped out of the shower and dried myself off and put on my pajamas and walked out of the bathroom and saw Astro having a blast with the ball until Astro lost the game.

"haha,hey,had fun? I asked

[Astro Boy2866]

"Yeah, it was awesome, but I lost. I never knew the ball was so good."

"I bet it cheated." I said jokingly

[Astronomical girl]

-Hoshie-
"hahahahahah, Jake says the same thing" I told him

I bend down and pulled him up and hugged and held him like i did Tobias and said.

"I'm sorry i can't look at you and not want to hug you" I whispered in his ear

I began to sing Tobias' lullaby

"Hush little baby don't say word,
Momma's gonna find you a mockingbird,
and if that mockingbird won't sing,
Momma's gonna find you a diamond ring
and if that diamond ring turns brass...(continued)"

I kept humming the song and sang some words and turned off the lights and pulled up the blinds and held him still in my arms and smiled and said.

"I know this is strange to you but once your a mother you always are a mother,regardless" I told him

"You can sleep with me tonight, if that's ok? I asked him

[Astro Boy2866]

As she sang the lullaby I began to remember when she would do the same thing with Tobio and then she asked,

"You can sleep with me tonight, if that's ok?

"Umm, sure." I said a little awkwardly

[Astronomical girl]

-Hoshie-
"You don't have feel awkward,Astro,when you lived the life i had you'd understand" I said to him and continued to sing the song and Teru no Uta by Aoi Teshima to him as I watch his eyes droop and close as i sang smoothly and slowly to him then as i felt his arms relaxe,I walked into my bedroom and uncovered the blanket and sheets and laid him down on the bed and covered him with the blankets and sheets. I laid down next to him and touched his face and kissed on his forehead and said

"Oyasumi,Tobias/Good night,Tobias"

and fell asleep and drempt

[Astro Boy2866]

Hoshie began to sing again and I started to feel sleepy. My eyelids began to feel heavy, so I closed my eyes and whispered,

"Good night, mom."

I then fell asleep in her arms.

[Astronomical girl]

/So adorable /

[Astro Boy2866]

(I know )

[Astronomical girl]

/lets say the next posts are in the morning/