I don't feel welcome any more...

[CommanderEVE]

Well, I’ve been having allot of people yelling and saying I’m a bad person from school, home, on the street and on here. I can't take it any more its driving is around the bend. I got PMed earlier by some one and they really hurt me, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. People keep saying I can't become a pilot and I’ve been crying and screaming out loud to those people, and they don't understand. So I think it's some thing I’m doing wrong. I have not many friends to talk to about it. My best cousin has left me saying I lie. I’ve been told that I’m selfish and I bully by my best friends what I’ve kwon for 7 years have left me too. And now my stomach keeps getting these lonely feelings of being sick all day it will not go away. I’ve been getting sleepless nights over this too. People say I have no confidants but it’s them what is taking it away from me. I don’t understand any more about any thing, as I’ve got older I feel not wanted any more.